I cannot say exactly what i want to say.
Because of certain people who have become aware of this blog.
I no longer feel butterflies.
Jude 24.
UPDATE:
It's not just about Love.
I no longer feel butterflies.
Because.
I can no longer marry our Message with our Methods.
Unless.
The enemy has gotten to me.
Saturday, May 9
A Painful Truth
chronicled by disgodkidd at Saturday, May 09, 2009
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9 comments:
Guess u could go private?
im sorry...
i know what it is to be disillusioned by love...
sometimes it may be a temporary huddle that we have to struggle to get past... sometimes it's a permanent and sometimes hurtful realization that there cant possible be a fruitful future with that particular path...
i think u shud take some time out yourself... do what you love to do... just for a bit... take time to love on you...
I so agree with Miss D, and if you ever need to talk this through, drop me a email. Every thing is not necessarily black and white. Sometimes you need to dig deep to find out. Experiences are for a reason, not to confuse, but rather to appreciate the good when it comes. And it will come.
Err.. Just came back here and saw the reference to Jude 24.... I think it is OK to doubt and have a crisis of faith, question is what do we do with it, reach for the light we knew before or wallow in the darkness... God speed bruv!
ah ha
disgodkidd:
what happened oooooo
okay i think we officially need to talk so drop mii a line FOR REAL
mentyola@yahoo.com
"I can no longer marry our message with our methods."
I actually don't think you'll ever see the perfection in people marrying 'the message' with their 'methods.' Don't let the enemy get to you through indirect means.
I'd love for u to invite me if you decide to go private.
Still ur cheerleader...
Signed: J
Hey bro...i hope even when you can't bear to write it here, you write it out somewhere. Get it all off your chest...every word, without worrying about how it sounds. When the audience of one is done...the heart and mind may feel a little lighter ;).
Returning the prayers and cheers always...
Where are you? I was hoping you were back for real real! Much love
The Devil cannot get to you dear....it is all a mirage. I keep wanting for you to see these things!!!! these situations are stepping stones for you! Out-do your past
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